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(no subject) [Aug. 12th, 2006|03:14 am]
im so tired of being in this state called alone. i have had 2 guys intrested only to find out they have b/f's great... plus only 2 intrests in over a month depressing 4 me
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Camping (Inside) [May. 22nd, 2006|02:00 pm]
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |Nothing compares to you...]

So I went camping with Danni yesterday, and yes we camped inside. We decided nobody really likes camping in the rain where its cold, so we set up a tent in her room. We drank a bottle of blackberry wine each which means we were a bit drunk. We tried to watch movies and that really didint happen. Then we opened 18 suprise bags each and I scored Ricki Martin postcards! Fuking right doggy. So a good night in general!

That is all Burger
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2006|03:23 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[mood |weirdweird]
[music |the thoughts in my head]

So my life... I really dont know what to say about it except i dont feel entirely happy. but then can we be happy at all. Im talking 100% happy with our lives and everything in it happy? i dont think so. i believe that to be human is to be unhappy and to constantly strive for change. sometimes i wierd myself out. the greater question is what should i change about myself. there are so many things that i am unhappy about but never feel the urge to change today and keep on thinking that one day i will but not now. Maybe that is what i should change my complete and utter lacking of wanting to change. also i just rabdomly thought that it would be fun to get a mouse or small rodent anyone agree???

BTW sorry for complete lack of sentance structure, grammar and everything else holy to the english language.

Roxy this is 4 u: Sometimes we must strip ourselves bare, we must expose the most painful truths about our selves because it is only in that moment of nakedness and suffering that we reveal who we truly are and who we pretend to be.- Roxanne Mousseau.

That was an inspiring quote from my teacher/big sis/therapist/crazy lady who kicks my ass!

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welly last night... [Apr. 23rd, 2006|05:02 pm]
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |Love/Perfect/Change]

So we went to the Wellington on Friday had a good time a boy gave me his number. Should I wait until Monday to call him?? I am so unsure about that 3 day rule plus being 17 I dont think that he will really want to follow up with anything but the gesture was really nice.

Yesterday the Welly was alright seen Matt there and danced a few times... He looks really good which is really bad because I think I still like him. What an ass of me. It was also very maddening because Justin WOULD NOT dance with me... what a bastard. But whatever, it really just made me realize how much we have drifted apart which makes me sad. I was really hoping that we could connect with each other but it did not happen but I am not willing to give up yet. I sometimes think that we should perhaps be together because we fit so well together, atleast we used to but what ever. We will see how things go. Plus Danni didn't show up making me very mad but whatever. I will see her tommorrow.

Thanks for reading this exceptionally long and very jumpy blog.

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gone away [Apr. 8th, 2006|03:53 pm]
[mood |crankycranky]
[music |Run DMC]

So it appears my internet hater has gone away... this makes me happy.
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I love Danni [Apr. 5th, 2006|06:19 pm]
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |goodgood]
[music |Natasha Bettingfield-Unwritten]

I decided to just tell all of you who live in the land of the blog... That I love Danni. it really is wierd how our relationship went from me thinking she was a homophobic physco nut to becoming my lesbian lover/best friend. How ever it works it just does. We seem do enjoy large amounts of McDonalds and buying an obbsessive amount of cd's to listen to in the car where we probably spend most of our time. Anywho i just thought I'd drop a line about how much I really do appreciate her and how its nice to have someone take care of me and to take care of her.

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(no subject) [Mar. 31st, 2006|10:37 pm]
[music |Natasha Bettinfield]

So I just decided to update cuz im sitting here with Amy the stupid lil crazy midget from hell who i seem to party with... and then Danni is here shes just my lil Rosie odonnel from "a leage of their own" except really "rarr" fun and a bit of an alcoholic... though she is not drunk she is a bit wired on life... but thats why we love her so much!

Life at the mongolian is really sad just because of the fact that Melissa is quitting. This means that we will need another new supervisor and they will never be a Melissa... just cuz she was amazing! But i am anxious about meeting the new supervisor.

Amanda we should do lunch I am thinking sushi sometime this week... Whats your schedule like?
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So im sick! [Mar. 6th, 2006|08:25 pm]
[mood |sicksick]
[music |Nothing]

So I am sick. This is not fun. But on the plus side while I was waiting for the clinic lady's to call me I went into shoppers and bought Walk the Line, The Birdcage and The Princess Bride. I have yet to watch any of them.

In other un-related news, I miss Sam. I know it sounds retarted but I cant help but feel if I had done something diffrent or if I had tried harder we would still be friends. It's just odd. Even though everyone is telling me that I dont need her and that she was no good for me I still miss her.

I am currently trying to have a conversation with Justin's boyfriend. Not going all that well. The thing is Justin and I have a very big history together and I do not think that Steve really likes that so as a result we have not really even talked since they got together. This makes me sad.

Liz is moving by the end of the month. Makes me sad even more.

In boy news I like a boy. But im not suppossed to. This = baddness for both of us. I really dont know what to do about him so I will just block out my feelings. W/E I am good at that.

That is all.
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NO TEST! NO TEST! [Mar. 1st, 2006|12:53 am]
[mood |highhigh]
[music |Zombie Prom]

I am oficially happy that Comartin got sick! This means that a test that I was so not ready for! Now I have another night to memorize "Spark Notes" version of Dracula. Fuck ya!!!

That is all...
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long time... [Feb. 26th, 2006|11:16 am]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |some crappy movie]

It has been a really long time since I have updated. Not that there hasn't been anything to update it has just been a lot of just not doing it.

One of my best friends is moving to Alberta at the end of the month. This makes me sad as we have ben friends off and on since I was in grade 6. We actually dated a few times and it just makes me very sad that she is leaving.

One thing that ive noticed is that everyone is all excited about going to university and I am not going. I have to stay back another year and everyoen(meaning a lot of my friends) are all getting accepted to go away and I am still here. It just makes me feel a little bit for lack of a better word inferior.

I also have a whole shit load of work to do today.
Today I must: clean room, do laundry, read 12 chapters of "Et ci c'était vrai" along with questions and have Dracula read by the 1st because I have a test.

Love/Perfect/Change is done for the time being which is good and bad at the same time. Atleast we will be continuing on. I do not know if I will be or not, just because it is time consuming and I am on average atleast 8 years younger then the cast.

Well that is all...
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